Learner's Journal - 06.04.19
What is the most important thing I want to achieve today?
Plan B and C for life + how to recover work Plan A.
Things I learnt today
I don’t want to be lulled into decisions just because someone with the upper hand says so. Power imbalances are BOUND to create certain complications - learn to say no and be clear.
Some things should be based on instinct and feeling - mistakes are ok to be made. It’s not okay to live on the verge of tears every two minutes - it’s not productive for anyone
Some things are meant to be private
Dragon boating with an open wound and killing it!
Things I could do differently to make the day (life) better
Completed non-work tasks
How can I educate myself in matters I feel like I am not competent in? Look for free courses.
Be more objective in making decisions - but remember that emotions are important too. If you make an objectively sound decision you feel intrinsically shitty about - that’s a good enough reason to question it.
Things I did well today
Dragon boat despite wound + hangover
Spent some wonderful time alone
Planned for the worst - looked for new jobs. Tried to figure out what are the most important things to me right now - money, freedom, work I am proud of, working with people I love.
Cooked a delicious meal for my lover and moi! It’s really fun to cook for someone else. And weirdly rewarding.
Things I want to concentrate on doing tomorrow
Play tennis! Learn new things :D
Read Gone Girl
What am I grateful for?
Tiong Bahru Bakery sourdough (drool omg)